The only sensible way to live in this world is without rules.
Im broken
You can see the cracks
You made me this way…
Why dont you have another drink
Don’t dare say you love me
You can’t fix me don’t try.
It’s all my fault
right
If I was different we wouldn’t be in this mess.
You wouldn’t drink
She wouldn’t scream
I wouldn’t lose my temper
This wouldn’t be
If I wasn’t me.
I am so sorry.
I have thrown out all my old clothes
I have new expensive
Itchy sweaters and tight
un-bretheable skirts
Am I pretty yet?
I have pulled and pushed my hiar
curls attacked by brushes
hair dyrers hot irons and
products that make your eyes sting.
Am I pretty yet?
I have covered my face
With powders and blushes
sparkles and pink lipsticks
Am I pretty yet?
I have thrown away myself
I no longer like comic books or Potter
Now I gush over Twilight and the Jersey Shore.
Am I pretty yet?
I have chnaged everything for you and yet I have a question
Is it enough that I have changed for you
Will you notice me?
Will you accept me
All I want to be is pretty
I am not afraid
Its gonna be great
It will be fine
I am going to sore and fly a mile above the rest
Cause thats what I was always ment to do
Succeed and win
What fun this will be
A life of adventure and its practically gaurnteeded.
But I am afraid
what if they dont like me
what if I fail.
Then I will get up
and I will dust myself off
Because for Gods sake I will succeed
I didnt read
I fell asleep
Sorry.
It took forever
I was sleepy
There’s only so much I can do.
I am sitting here and I dont have a clue
I cant contribute
I didnt read
shame on me



